i said i would NEVER do it again...

anyone else out there ever find it hard to stay focused? 

*NOTE* this picture has nothing to do with anything... 

which totally makes my point

if you ask my mother ( or my dad or sisters or friends or anyone who knows me, for that matter) you'll find that i specialize in this area of expertise... unless of course the thing i'm focused on is low priority and slightly ridiculous.


this would explain why last night i found myself setting my alarm clock for 12AM so i could take a quick nap before i braved those hours where night blurs into morning... all to finish a project for work that went out this morning.  yep... leslie does not like to focus until it is absolutely necessary.


the best part is that not 5 hours earlier i said with vigor and conviction to a friend who happened to be within earshot, "i will never pull an all-nighter for work again.  i don't care if i'm behind.  i won't do it." 


but the sad reality of the situation is that i did... and i will again.  we all know it.  why try to pretend otherwise.  i have been known to be called "the queen of procrastination" a time or two, but thought that as i grew up i'd mature a little.  nope.  it seems i'm only getting worse.


so the question is what can i do about it?  


scratch that... i don't want to know... truth be told if i open up the comment box and see a bunch of helpful tips on how to become responsible i might (will) end up slightly (totally) bothered (annoyed) and wonder why no one understands that this is just the way i am!  


oh boyza, i'm sounding more immature by the minute... oh well.  i guess it's just the way i am.